Losing kilos, letting go and dropping dead weight.

Everyday gets easier and today I noticed the pain wasn’t there anymore. I think it’s because I actually decided to put all my focus on myself and not by the comfort of family or friends, no I decided to totally rely on me to get myself up again and this time, there won’t be any falling down ever again. I decided a week ago, that I should focus on the things that I want, work on the things that give me satisfaction and that will help me to go where I want to go. So I said no to some work shifts, so I can focus on my passion. That was the best decision I ever made. I spent the last 5 days, going to the gym, eating healthy, setting up this blog, working on my CV, writing articles for  Red Cross and reading books (instead of usual TV time) and I have some good news! I lost 2,5 kilos already! I’m thrilled to see myself shedding those kilos.

.…’dutty, dutty, love, Feel like letting go’….while listening to the song, “letting go”, by Sean Kingston I was thinking about this whole notion, letting go all together.(even if this song has no similarities at all).  I feel it’s metaphoric for everything that is starting to happen in my life, I’m losing the weight, I’m letting go of the guy and the pain with it, which was part of the dead weight. I’m also letting go of all the other junk in my life that prevented me from seeing my goal, all the other obstacles that lie ahead or that now should be behind me. It’s important that you spend time with yourself, I think in the end it is only you, yourself that can help yourself get up again because you know yourself better than anyone else.